Oy vey!

My stbx sent me a picture from graduation tonight. It's the first picture I've seen of him since he expressed his wishes for a divorce. I mean, I've seen pictures of him since then, they're in my screen saver and on the walls of my moms house, but this is the first new picture. It's so strange to look at. It feels like looking at someone I hardly know and then it reminds me of someone I used to know. I keep looking at it to make sure all the feelings associated with it come out. It's weird flip flopping between missing someone I loved and feeling indifference for someone I don't know.