own damn fault

Well, the higher ups now want me to get a new doctor's statement regarding my limitations at work.  They want one from my neuro now.  I see him tomorrow so I will get one.  It is really just ridiculous.  I see people that get anything they want around here and then I have to jump thru hoops to stop having to walk so much.  I was told to take my job description  so that the doc can read it and determine my limitations from that.  Well, funny thing is that the limitations are not things that are involved in my job description.  My limitations are the extra duties that my dumb supervisor thinks I should do.  After this determination is made by the higher ups, I think I will send the case on to the EEOC.  I don't care about reprecussions or anything now.  I say fire me.  Another girl that was fired about a year ago just took a settlement from the county.  She was even fired for a very good reason and won her case.  Hell, I can have a field day if I lose my job.  My docs will definitely stand by me.  I have hospital records and all kinds of goodies in my bag.  The manager told me he knows I am going to the neuro tomorrow and wants a note from him.  How the hell does he have that information?  I haven't shared it with him.  He also wants to wait and find out the outcome of my interview that I have on Friday.  Fine...but ignoring the problem that exists here is not going to solve his issues.  Hopefully I get that job.  Not sure what chance I have though.  I have physical limitations that are visible to others and my competition has more experience in that area.  C'est la vie!  I should go apply for SSDI tomorrow after the doc appt.  Not even sure if he is going to do the LP tomorrow.   I feel like such a drama queen.  When does this neverending circus ride end?  I want it over now!  I guess my strength left me.  I will pray again and hope it will come back!