Ovulation? When?

The drama continues...yesterday the nurse told me to come in today for another blood test. Last week there was no follicles and my levels were not high so they assumed that I was ovulating later...which makes sense. I have been charting everything and my peek temperatures seem to happen around the 21st when I am on clomid. Well today she told me that I must have ovulated so they are cancelling the cycle monitoring. Can you believe it???when the H@$# did I ovulate? Most of the time I can feel the ovulation pain, but this time I felt nothing. Damn clomid!We should just give up. I can not take it anymore. I will live out the rest of my life mourning for a child I never got to see or hold. I will watch happy families float in and out of my life and I will hide the pain I feel because I do not have children. I now know what my parents friends felt like everytime we all got together for parties. I could see the pain in her eyes as she watched us play. Anne always seemed so reserved and now I know why. They tried for years to have children and she had several miscarriages. I often thought that they would make wonderful parents but I had no idea of the pain they had gone through. It makes sense to me now why they travelled so much. They lived on every continent and have seen amasing events. My God, you can see the love in their eyes when they look at each other. They can communicate without talking. it is so beautiful to see. If DH and I can not have children I hope that we can follow in their footsteps.