overwhelmed, exhausted, frustrated and wondering just how much I can take

I guess I will start with the positive.  John took me to the ocean to spend the night.  it was great to have different surroundings. my dinner was excellent.  John was given nasty tasting lobster.   we had gone to casino for about 1/2hour. I started spacing so stopped. that was ok up 60$.  then we came home. had letter from attorney.  said they just wanted to evaluate me to see if depression was r/t l and industry injury contribute . they also want to r/o pancreatic being r/t HepC or hiv. I had to fill out 3 forms on who all my doctors eere. what a headache.  won't make any difference. wants to send me a doctor  almost 2 hours away.   attorney is going to try and get an appt closer to home. now I going to get personal. when younger I caught vaginal herpes.   it has been well controlled. since on hep c tx have had 2 out breaks.  I also continue to cough at bedtime.  I let my hep c special know.  I was under the impression we were to noticed here if there were any unusual problems. maybe I am to much of of complainer. any I asked if that could be r/t meds. her response was to see my primary doctor.  never did answer my question.  she then rattled off all the things it could be.   allergies, ,reflux etc etc. I wrote back that I obviously should not bother her and I knew they were better off not report any potential side affect would enterfer with treatment  acceptability. I am really tempted to stop.  I am going to check and find out if it is still waiting for approval  if we are just expermental I may chose to stop. I then got on line am sure I have shared that my sister means well but sometimes overstep her boundaries.  my husband is a smoker and does so in the house. we both know that is notnok. but she just wont let it die. she reached her limit when she said maybe she would talk to his  doc and have doc tell John not to smoke around me.. I said we all deal with things how we feel  is right but others may not under stand.  I said many people could not understand why she stopped her MS meds. people accepted her decision despite we did not agree. right or wrong love is accepting people as they are. I also have had back pain to point I could not hardly move.  you top off the already stressful week just found out my  x brother in law had died suddenly of heart attack.. he was x but remained an active part of our lives. so....life continues . surviving one day at a time, one step at time remembering tomorrow will be different