overwhelming

well i need to handle things .....and get things taken care of....there is so much to do and i cant bear the thought of selling his house but how can i keep it......we could sell ours and move there but there is so many decisions and so much work to do....and our crazy neighbor started huge trouble with us....the stress just keeps piling on more and more everyday....I did a couple things at Dad's to day then broke down in hysterical tears I cant believe how hard i am grieving.
I did go and get a physical ...the doctor thinks the symptoms i was having and what my ekg was showing was  due to extreme dehydration.... and not an mi so i started working with a trainer that i know last week....now i am at least trying to take care of myself amungst all the chaos....