overwhelmed

Can't believe the amount of different emotions I am feeling.  Hubby goes for the pre-op next week.  This whole thing has totally overwhelmed me and I can't believe it!!!!  I know he has at least some of the same feelings as mine.  Our son is now back from Iraq and will be on leave and feels he "wants to wait till Dad comes home for his visit."  Guess he is in denial and doesn't understand that this surgery is critical enough that he may not see his dad after.  Needless to say, all of our prayers are to the contrary.  Our daughter senses that I can't talk about it and said, "mom- email me."  Oh well, guess I'll have to be an adult and sit in the waiting room for hours while I await the surgeon to tell me that all is OK.  We'll get through it because God is good.  Guess I'm rambling on and need to stop.