overwelmed

Well I am on line paying bill so I thought I would take a second to make a Journal entry> My husband is having a not bad (doesn't have good} day so I though I would take a minute to pay bills. I have been busy doing cattle work the last few days and realizing I am badly out of shape. My husband has had a few really bad days so I am constantly running back and forth from the barn to the house. Winter has arrived early been here for a month already soI get to enjoy shovelling snow maybe that will get me back in shape. I made the mistake of by a jar of craft things for my four year old, he just found it and wants me to make crafts with him. I haven't made it in to see my son for two days so I am going to get in there today. I need my days to be longer but they seem to be getting shorter all the time. Might try getting up earlier. I guess my plans or made and so far {its early yet} everything seems to be on track. Yahoo here comes another day

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zzztop
zzztop

I DON,T KNOW WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT SORRY DON,T MEAN TO BE MEAN WELL YOU DID SAY RAMBLING LOL. DID I MEET YOU ON CARGIVERS??? CAN,T REMEMBER. SORRY DON,T MEAN TO BE RUDE. I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE READ YOUR PROFILE FIRST . WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR HUSBAND?? YOU MUST LIVE ON A FARM WITH A BARN. THAT SURE WILL GET YOU IN SHAPE. WELL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT. I WILL CHECK YOUR PROFILE SO SORRY. BIG HUGS MARY ANN ZZZ
suzy36
suzy36

Yes I live on a large ranch which I now manage since my husband no longer can. He has a brain tumor which is now inoperable, his is in a lot of pain and his balance has reached the point that he will soon be unable to walk with his walker as he has had several falls. I also have a son in longer term care because he was in a car accident and received a severe head injury. He is in care 45 minutes from where we live and I try to get there every other day, but with my husbands condition deteriorating so fast it is getting harder and harder. I also have a four year old son who was a big surprise as all my other sons are adults. He is also a huge blessing as he can still bring joy into our lives. Hope that explains everything. You did meet me on the caregivers support group you sent me a friend request and I accepted