over whelmed

Found out this week that the cyst on my kidney is still growing and is 8 centimeters. May have to be drained or surgically removed. Seeing urologist next week. I'm concerned because I will have to dicontinue coumadin for awhile well they do that and I want to get this cardioversion done. Already have particapation in sjogrens syndrome study on hold for the same reason. They have to do a lip biopsy for that. My whole life seems on hold and I'm at my wits end.