Hi all. As promised i am writing more. For any of you who have read my past journal entries you all know that I suffered with unexplained infertility and reacurernt pregnancy loss. We spent thousands on treatments only to have our hearts broken over and over. I have seen the lowest of the lows and remember all to clearly the painfull nights and uncontrolable sobbing. I have lived with what seemed no future for if I cant be a mom what good am I. We are all on this website for a reason. That reason is our hearts desire to be a mother. This sight has given me many freinds and much needed support during this rollercoaster. I just want to tell everyone that there is hope out there. Miricles do happen and our God is an amazing loving God. Infertility is a horrible horrible painfull thing. I just want to let you all know though that when you see your baby for the first time and kiss them that it is all worth it. All the pain and the heart ache is 100% worth it. Remember you dont have to give birth to be a mom. Moms come is all ways. We were adopting to fulfill my desire to be a parent when I got pregnant. Being a mom is in your heart not your genetics. So stay positive and never loose hope. I love you all!!!