OUR FAMILY IS HIT AGAIN!!!

Hi all, Well it has happened again.  Guess it is just not enough that my son died.  My brother and his wife are on the edge of death, but if you read my short post NOW MORE BAD NEWS FOR MY FAMILY AND I AM THE ONE WHO HAS TO HELP MY MOM SO SHE WILL BE COMING TO MY HOME STARTING NEXT TUESDAY!!!
Really, Really don't know how I am going to go through more, I haven't even got anywhere with dealing with my presious son Kenny gone, now more more added on.
Surely our family would have gotten a break.  And I haven't even wrote my sister went through brain surgery several years ago and now she has another tumor but small so they are just watching it.
It's like my whole family is falling apart.  And it seems that I am do deal with all the stress of it.
Hardly hanging on by a Thread now and now more stuff.  Does it ever stop.  I guess only if you take a bottle of pills and tell this world goodbye.
I just want things  back, my son, my mom's health, life not so stressful, why why why.  I feel like Job in the Bible, he lost everthing, but his belief in God.  I have a lot of faith in my life with God, but seems like the testing is getting harder and  harder.
I guess Life is like a box of chocolat!!! I don't want it go continue.  I don't know now how I will handle my mom cause I cry so much about Kenny and now I have to keep it hidden from her.  All I can say God Better Give Me Some Strength.
Sandi
 

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RichieD
RichieD

So sorry to hear this news. Be strong for your mom, and please come cry on my shoulder anytime you need to. I have experience with misfortune, even though I don\'t know how to deal with it any more than I did before it all happened.

Forget the pills, Mom needs you. Be strong.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I agree with Richie . He said it all.

I am here for you Sandi. Anytime like I said to you before. Sent your messages to me. The Lord you God is with you all along. He will never leave you or forsake you. You are child of God. You are special. Because God love you very much.
LOVE N HUG, LUCI
deleted_user
deleted_user

Please Please HOLD on to YOUR FAITh...GOD does not ever abandon us... I am here today because GOD did not call me home LAST OCT... And I know it is human to wonder WHY always me... BUT GOD is there as are all us here at DS... ask your friends to help you find the strength to deal with this LOVE Fancyface200
deleted_user
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I have often thought of Job. I refuse to curse God and die. I am at His mercy and I have learned that He is a God of mercy. So often when I think all is lost, God comes through in so many things, not all things though, or at least not always the way I want things to turn out. He does not promise us to always have things easy but asks us to trust Him when they are not. He does promise to walk along side. I am comforted that I never have to walk alone.

At this time in our lives it is natural that our parents start to suffer from the ailments of age. The timing is hard for us and it really is difficult to have so much on our plates. Take a deep deep breath. I will pray that this will work out well and that you will have the strength that you need to get through. Having mom at your home is going to be challenging for sure. I hope that some other good alternative will become available for you in the near future. In the mean time, make sure that you take some time for you. Check around to see if maybe you can get some respite care for your mom when you need it. That can be a big help just to have a break. My heart goes out to you. I do know from first hand experience how difficult this is. Hugs, Beasely.
deleted_user
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Sandi, trust me I know what you mean. Just hang on to your faith and come here for support. You will get through it with \"a little help from your friends\".
deleted_user
deleted_user

THANK YOU BEASELY, YOU WROTE ABOUT JOB.

SANDI I AGREE WITH BEASELY . READ OVER AGAIN. WE ALL GOING THROUGH TRAGEDY. LIKE ME LOSING MY DAD, MY BABY OTHERS THINGS TOO . I DID HANG ON MY FAITH THEN.

YOU REMINDING ME TALKING LIKE THAT IN THE PAST THE SAME WAY YOU JUST DID. . WHEN I READ YOU JOURNAL. IT SOUNDS SO FAMILIAR AND I CAN HEAR YOU TALKING AS IF IT WAS ME TALKING IN THE PAST. IT DID BROUGHT MY MEMORIES BACK.
YOU ARE IN MY PRAY DAILY
RememberKala
RememberKala

(((hugs))) Hold on darling, you can make it!
deleted_user
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God will give you the strength to do whatever you have to do but it probably won\'t be easy. You have so much on your plate right now it seems overwhelming. We sometimes are called to do much more than seems humanly possible, but we survive, and on the good days we actually feel like we are fulfilling the purpose we were put here to do. The best thing is to be able let off steam when it gets to be too much, and that\'s what friends are for. Truly, your friend, Barb
deleted_user
deleted_user

We need you here my love... know you are loved..
ihart
ihart

I am so sorry to hear this. Hugs, Inga