Open letter to my ex

Dear ex
Our lives are no longer ours, we went backwards to that unfamiliar place where you were you and I was I.  Tears, loneliness, sadness and darkness filled so many years of our marriage.  Once upon a time there was laughter too. 
You almost broke me...inside and out.  I almost let you brake me, inside and out.
But slowly I remember I love...the crisp smell of the next morning, babies, old ladies and chocolate chip cookies.
I remember I like monkeys, walking in the park, and the sun shinning in my face.
And one day it hit me,  am strong, even when am weak, am resourceful, am reliant, am a mother, am a friend, am a woman, am far from perfect, but am back!
I found myself, almost broken but not quite so.
So today, I look back and in the name of us, the good times, the bad ones the ones in between;  In the name of our beautiful daughter, I forgive you.
May you find yourself and deal with your demons, may one day your soul find some peace.
You will never hurt me again.
Take care,
Your ex