OOOPS I did it AGAIN.....

I've messed up AGAIN!!!  I guess I wasn't ready.  I know I didn't feel very confident going into my quit this time.  Also, the Chantix does not seem to working as well.  I'm NOT GIVING UP, however.  I've just got to get a little more prepared beforehand.  Got some bubbles yesterday.  My best friend is now back on Chantix, and I think I'll make my next quit date the same as whatever day he decides.  ANYWAY, in the meantime, I'm not smoking at all at work - having only a few (2-5) at night.  NOT GOOD, but not horrible, or at least not as bad as it was, anyway.  Sorry to all you who give me such good support.  I feel I've let you down.  Most of all, I've let myself down.  But, for whatever reason, the time ain't now for me.  Soon, hopefully.....