Only for so long
Well today is a good day. I am not going to count on tomarrow though. I know I keep telling myself that I need to push myself but then it goes right out the window when I can't even get off the couch. I finally talked my sister into getting tested bt Igenex. I know that she has it and is suffering and won't get help. I know that I am so blessed to have a good doctor and a great family that has stuck with me. I know I lost my job which I loved and finally am over being depresed about it. I need to try to do everything I can do to get better. I do feel alone when it comes to trying to eat right. It makes me sicker when I eat carbs and sugar and it is everywhere. Well hopefully I will get it down one day soon.
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This roller coaster we are on is tough isn\'t it? I find myself getting my hopes up on a good day, and then having them dashed when the \"badness\" comes along. I do not know where I would be without mu Hubbby to help me during this time, and there was a time I thought he wasn\'t good for much of anything, LOL.
Eating is a huge challenge for me as well. Last night I \'cheated\' and had garlic bread, a few cookies and a glass of wine. Holy smokes, I had one of the worst nights in memory...so I won\'t be doing that again!
Here\'s hoping we can BOTH get it right and not suffer any more than necessary.
Many hugs.