Only for so long

      Well today is a good day. I am not going to count on tomarrow though. I know I keep telling myself that I need to push myself but then it goes right out the window when I can't even get off the couch. I finally talked my sister into getting tested bt Igenex.     I know that she has it and is suffering and won't get help. I know that I am so blessed to have a good doctor and a great family that has stuck with me. I know I lost my job which  I loved and finally am over being depresed about it. I need to try to do everything I can do to get better. I do feel alone when it comes to trying to eat right. It makes me sicker when I eat carbs and sugar and it is everywhere. Well hopefully I will get it down one day soon.