Ongoing..can I handle this?

I AM CURRENTLY ON DAY 11 AND I WILL GO IN THIS MORNING FOR AN ULTRASOUND TO SEE FOLLICLES....I KNOW I HAVE SOMETHING ON MY LEFTSIDE AS I FEEL IT THROBBING RIGHT NOW....THIS IS MY 4TH CYCLE OF CLOMID..AND WE WILL DO AN IUI AND OF COURSE OVIDREL....ANYWAYS I SEEM REALLY DEPRESSED WONDERING WILL I GET PREGNANT AGAIN? AND WHEN AND WHYS ARE COMING UP..ESPECIALLY LIKE WHAT ARE WE MISSING? DO WE NEED TO DO TWO IUI'S BACK TO BACK? I JUST WANT THIS JOURNEY TO END AND A NEW ONE OPEN....MY DEAR HUSBAND THE OTHER MORNING HE HAD MAKE A COMMENT SAYING MAN IF I WISH I COULD SAY IM TIRED BECAUSE OF BEING UP ALL NIGHT WITH A BABY BUT IM NOT...AND IT JUST BROKE ME! I PRAY AND PRAY THAT THIS WILL SOON BE US! PLEASE JESUS WE ARE READY!...