one year Wednesdaynight/thursdaymorning

As this one year mark approaches I get sick to my stomach and I know you are in Heaven with our Lord and there is no better place to be. I miss you. Thomas you came into my world and gave me beauty, strength and so much Love that I never knew excisted.I feel my heart pound out of my chest with every moment that draws near to that time of losing you. I miss you!!!   I miss your smile,  the gleam in your eyes when you looked at me.  I miss the sound of your voice  the touch of you. I miss your beautiful blonde hair that curled and sometimes went crazy.  Your laugh,  putting my head on your shoulder at night. I miss you and I holding each other not saying a word our embrace. Our plans and dreams our drives to everywhere. all our precious moments I hold so dear. It will be a year and it seems like yesterday. You gave me the best years of my life and I think of us everyday and every second of the day . You have my heart and I know you will take my hand again one day. I will forever Love you My truest Love, My best friend and Soulmate My everything You gave me my world and although you are not here with me I know you are with me in Spirit.  Guide me Let me make you proud  Yours forever Sandi