One year today

Can't believe it's been one year today, Nov 20.  I think about him all the time.  Have a hard time going to sleep at night because that is when he's on my mind the most.  It's been a difficult year with moving with my son in July and my daughter, son-in-law and grandchildren getting their own place.  Was doing pretty good between moving and the dog having surgery.  Didn' have too much time to think.
My dog also had knee surgery in Sept and is just now getting back to normal.  So now I find myself crying more.