One Week

It's been one week since I lost my little angel. I went to the doctor today for a follow up. She didn't have any of my lab results and it will be a couple of weeks until I get the results from the autopsy. This morning I passed what looked like a big thing of tissue. It was pretty scary. The doctor said it was probably a blood clot but that didn't look like a clot to me. Emotionally it still hurts like hell. But me and my husband are doing a lot better than we were last week. I have to say that being on this support site has helped me with my healing. Christmas is next week and I'm going to try and enjoy it.