one unbelievable blow after another

so i have a  moment to write, we have suffered one blow after another to the point that i am actually physically sick all the time because of the stress.  I am so angry, tired and depressed i dont know where to go from here.  My husband who has a porn addiction, which wont admit to it, fell at work and got a back and head injury now i have to take care of him, he also got laid off while on light duty because of the back we are fighting for the concussion diagnosis...none of the doctors or care givers have documented anything right as far as the complaints go it has been one person dropping the ball after another now it is going to a bwc hearing and i am the only one to testify with no back up because he cant remember things in a chronological order.  he also doesnt remember all he does and has constant mood swings all the time.  I am a paramedic it is very clear to me what is going on and i have pushed for treatment all the way through which i thought we were getting but NOBODY documented why.  oh well the situation is hopeless he also has constant mood changes and i really cant rely on him at all now.