One small thing that is good in my life

Well I have decided to do my HSC over the next two years.I don't know how I am going to go but I hope I do ok..I still feel bad and alone but I am living with that..I don't even thik I want someone to be with me I hate who I am now and I wish I could run away forever..I spoke to my sister bye tex message this iswhat she said;Wendy    Do you think I have the brian to do my HSC    2008-03-17  14:09:58    SentLinda    Whenever you want to, you are smart enough any time, you just have to make up your mind to do it. Remember the driving license.    2008-03-17  17:51:21    ReadWendy    Thank you I have decided to do it over the next two years     2008-03-17  17:52:18    SentLinda    Wow that is so exciting. As long as you have the time and support you will be fine. It will be hard only because it is different not because you aren't smart    2008-03-17  17:58:11    ReadWendy    You are so kind I am doing it a a external student     2008-03-17  18:00:23    SentLinda    Do you have classes or is it distance learning? And i am not being kind. You are SMART. You just never got the chance to show it.    2008-03-17  18:03:01    Read Wendy    Thank you that means a lot to me I rang up today and they are sending me some more info I think it is in Armadale    2008-03-17  18:07:15    SentLinda    Let me know, and if there is any way i can help i will.    2008-03-17  18:18:18    ReadWendy    You have made me feel like I can do it thank you ever so much I love you     2008-03-17  18:20:33    SentLinda    Thats ok i know you can do it. Talk to you tomorrow. Mum and dad are up for mary coming for a visit.    2008-03-17  19:11:25    ReadI was so happy when I found out she thought I could do it..I hope I do ok I also I think I have done the right thing..I have not told my parents yet I don't even know if I want to tell them untill I have done the corse..I just don't want them to say that I can't do it when I think I can do it..I have not done much with my life and I know soon I will have to go to work so I am going to try and work to getting a job..I have never worked a day in my life so I hope that I can get one..