One of these days
Finally online again. My grandma kicked me out too she said as a soon divorced woman with a baby I won't have a chance to survive in this world. I really don't know in what time she still lives. I mean I understand her worries cuz I had to leave everything. My house my family my friends my job. So I have nothing and nobody. But still I am not lazy and for this baby that I tried so hard for to become pregnant I will do everything!!! I would give my life! I just want this baby so bad! Why does nobody understand me?????
So my ex called me and said he wants to be friends with me as least.. Aha!!! Friends huh? Friends with someone that betrayed me , kicked me out for a slut, insult me , told me to abort my baby and now he wants to be friends???????? I thougt it's a bad joke! Well he is a bad joke!
Now I live with my cousin.. And guess what? She told me too it would have been better when I would abort cuz a single woman without baby can be so much more happy than a single mom. It drives me crazy!!!!
But actually it hurts just so very much and endless. I am so powerless from all this drama... And nobody cares...
So my ex called me and said he wants to be friends with me as least.. Aha!!! Friends huh? Friends with someone that betrayed me , kicked me out for a slut, insult me , told me to abort my baby and now he wants to be friends???????? I thougt it's a bad joke! Well he is a bad joke!
Now I live with my cousin.. And guess what? She told me too it would have been better when I would abort cuz a single woman without baby can be so much more happy than a single mom. It drives me crazy!!!!
But actually it hurts just so very much and endless. I am so powerless from all this drama... And nobody cares...
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Glad to hear from you, and I\'m very glad that you and the baby are fine. You are so brave and I am so proud of you.
I\'m sorry that your grandma and your cousin don\'t understand that this baby is your miracle, a life that is growing inside of you. Please, take a good care of yourself and your baby.
I think it\'s a good thing that your husband wants to be friends with you. I know it is impossible now considering everything he did to you, but I hope at least he won\'t bother you with upsetting messages again, will he?
I think single woman without baby could never be happier than any mom, even a single mom, because a baby brings a happiness that nothing in this world can replace. I know that you know it.
If you ever want to talk, feel free to message me. Sending hugs, love and prayers your way!!!
It is your decision to have a child or not. I support your decision! If having a baby makes you happy so be it! I hope you don\'t mind me asking are you in college?