One more day of doing the right thing

Amazing what 2 days can do! I am much more positive today than I have been for weeks, and I am not simply "trying" to quit, I am committed and I am exorcising it from my soul!!!
I am being productive and busy, and its crazy how much better it feels than putting it off and letting odd jobs pile up and pile up until you just want to run away from them. Just cleaning the garage today feels so good. Applying for jobs because Im not happy where I am, going to the gym, looking forward to playing ultimate frisbee again tonight for the first time in a while. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I dont know where I might end up but I know doing the right things gets me one step closer.
 
What I really want to do is start my own business but I have been saying "I cant" for years while I throw money out the window. If I had not been gambling the last 10 yrs I could have more than enough to invest in my own business... or I could have paid for my car outright instead of paying interest, or so many other things I could have done instead of all the negatives involved with gambling, which has a dominoe effect, not just the gambling losses but the bounced check fees, the interest rates on payday loans etc etc - NO MORE! I am physically stopping myself from thinking those thoughts any time I try to think "what if"...
Day 2 of infinity!!!!