One more day finished

The day started good.  I finally made it back to the school I help at.  The kids were happy to see me and we worked on fractions.  It kept me busy for an hour and that seemed to help me.  Slowly though, the day wore on but I knew I just had to make it through this day.  Tomorrow, I start again.  Writing this helps.  I don't seem to accumulate the pain anymore, I just start fresh each day.   I miss you Jon.  I miss your smiles the most.  I had not realized how much your smile meant to me till I could only see them in the pictures.  Thank god for the pictures.   I truly hope there is an afterlife and that you are reaping all the rewards you deserve!!