One month April 3

   Dear God  It has been one month already since my brave solider my Dad was baptised and journeyed to heaven to live with you forever!  It was so peaceful!Thank you Jesus! Thank you for the time I had with my Dad and the beautiful memories I shall treasure them always! When I miss him or feel a emptyness I sing one of the songs Dad and I would sing together during our life together on earth. That helps so much!The day before dad Journeyed to heaven he sang let me call you sweetheart on the telephone to me!What a joy I shall always treasure! I have to tell you that since Dad went to be with you Jesus life has been so hard. I never knew that people could be so mean!  I know dad that you love me unconditionly however that is what i miss the most! I am trying to find a way for me .I felt so protected when you were here on earth. I want to give you flowers again when i can dad. I know that God has a plan for me too however I don't know what it is yet.I know that when ever one door closes another opens. Pray for me and grant unto me the wisdom to know the correct things to do. I feel as  though my peace has gone now that you are with Jesus! However it could be the one month anniversary and  everything is now starting to sink in. I thank God for everyone in this support group!        nite blessings Dad I love you!    Your oldest daughter........ Facing........