One month

One month ago today Dina was buried.  Less than a month shy of her 34th birthday.  I cannot believe a month has gone by already.  More surprisingly...I can't believe I'm doing okay for the most part.  I know there is a still a long road of grieving/accepting ahead but I'm doing okay on a day to day basis right now with tough moments mixed in.  When those tough moments come up I left myself feel them and cry it out, then try to move on.  The weird part is that it feels wrong to be doing okay.  I know that is what she would want but I feel like I shouldn't be able to move on.  Many thanks go out to my extremely large and loving group of family and friends that are providing endless support for anything that my daughter and I need.  Even a couple of the nurses we became close with over course of Dina's lengthy hospitalization still remain in my life.  They have become friends and sources of support.  It's crazy how things work out.