One Day at a time journey

I have found by not using that my thoughts are more clear and the negativity seems to be less than on a day I have it all figured out. I have start reading again. I have been reading self help books such as addictive personalalities and it gives another way of trying to understand the illness. I have read plenty of books in the past however not really taking the first step in participating in a meeting. I am looking forward in the meeting this evening and willing to embrace the challange of staying sober.