One Day @ A Time...

One Day @ a time...   I just don't get it.  I would like to say that one day I will "get it".  But I really dont want to wait for that one day to happen.  How do you do it?  I admit, I cant do it at this moment.  I look back on all the what if's.  I look forward to all the what if's.   I have tried....  I know that I tell myself "just for today I wont gamble" and done it anyway.  I'm thinking if I would focus more on "just live for today, do what needs to be done today, dont worry about yesterday or tomorrow" then maybe it will start to sink in.  When I say "I will not gamble today", it really doesnt mean a lot to me.  Maybe I just dont trust myself because too many times in the past I have just paid lip service.  Ugghhh.... Just a little frustrated right now!!!!