once a thief always a thief
I am a criminal its in my nature in my blood its just who I am and thats never gonna change. I started writing papers again, for a student at georgetown no less hes hired me for the whole semester to do his coursework.
Its so ironic i got so many people into so many good universities, i helped so many more cheat and graduate from those universities they all now have fancy degrees and big jobs and big houses and guess what i dont have a degree in anything from anywhere yet I know more than all of them combined.
They say "it is the goldsmiths wife who has no bracelets" isnt it ironic the man makes gold items for a living yet his wife doesnt have anything made of gold. I feel like a prostitute whos just come back after getting fucked. I need to take a bath wash the filth of my actions off me
Its so ironic i got so many people into so many good universities, i helped so many more cheat and graduate from those universities they all now have fancy degrees and big jobs and big houses and guess what i dont have a degree in anything from anywhere yet I know more than all of them combined.
They say "it is the goldsmiths wife who has no bracelets" isnt it ironic the man makes gold items for a living yet his wife doesnt have anything made of gold. I feel like a prostitute whos just come back after getting fucked. I need to take a bath wash the filth of my actions off me
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if it makes you feel like that; quit doing it...
that would really make you smart :)
You will find something someday.......you still have time!!!! I\'m sorry and hope you feel better.
you paint yourself as \"bad\' . You have decided there is no hope for you ..\"bad blood, in your nature\", and that is not so. You use that as the excuse to continue doing things you do not feel good about, and wish you were not that way. It is easy for us to label ourselves and then live up to our labels..much easier . If I say I was abused as a child ,that is why I do bad things ..is that acceptable? No. I am an adult now..I make choices in life. But that is what you are doing ..you are saying \"I cannot help what I do..it is my nature..in my blood.\"I don\'t accept that. You are an adult..you choose to do what you do or don\'t do.If you choose to do things that lessen your self respect..own it. Say I did it..I chose it. I am responsible.
You can be whatever you want to be..do whatever you chose in life. You can go down a bad road or climb up a good road. Your choice. If you do not respect yourself for something you do then you can say \"NO\". Make choices in your life that build the man you wish to be when you look in the mirror. You can be him! But if you \"choose\" to remain where you do not respect..then own that..it was your choice..no excuses.
love, Sue (mother)