On your mark, get set, GO!

I haven't posted a journal entry in a long time.  My husband and I have continued to take time away from our IF journey.  We've decided to hop back on the horse this month.  I need to order my meds tomorrow.  Just the thought of another failed attempt makes my stomach turn.  I am optimistic that we can be successful, but negative thoughts keep creeping into my head.  "What if it doesn't work again? Can I take another negative pregnancy test? We can't afford to throw away more money."
The timing is perfect this month.  I will be off for 2 weeks on Christmas Break.  My period should show up early the first week I am off.  This will help me handle the stress of coming into work late for ultrasounds.  So fingers crossed that everything goes smoothly and we receive a late Christmas gift.  A BFP!