On top of the world

If I did not scribble on this page I would scribble on my legsNot with pens but razor bladesHere I write now with my penThere I would just bleed againWhen I write I shine a lightWhen I cut I live in frightFear of being judged and hatedWhen I write people feel elated The happiness I give to youFinds its way back to me tooIts a chain of good vibesIt makes me want to live not dieMakes me want to touch the skyMakes me feel so damn highHigher than any drugBetter than the biggest hugIt is truly the greatest loveWriting's the best thing I've done!I know in life I've made mistakes..I know that some of them where fateFor they make me who I amThey make me a better manA better man that's here for youSo you can all be better too!So come to me and read my wordsTogether we'll sit atop the world.<3