on to Chemo

Just got the results of my pathology report.  T3, N1.   Three out of 19 nodes, no obvious spread to liver, lungs, etc.  Surgery last week was a success, everything is moving through my system as well as can be expected. I meet with the oncologist next Friday.   I would like to read up on this stuff before then.  I HAVE NO IDEA what I am reading most of the time, re: FOLFOX, 5-FU, etc.  This is going to be a real education.  Also, does it matter what I know about the treatment beforehand?  There don't seem to be too many choices for this sort of thing.  My goal for right now is to try and just keep my mind in the day, and not to project outcomes.  Thanks for letting me vent.  Hopefully I will be a bit more positive tomorrow.