On day 25

Yesterday was still difficult but easier than the day before.  And maybe it wasn't so much the difficulty of not drinking as it was the day before but the difficulty of feeling.  Feeling like something was opening up or breaking off and the vulnerability of that.\
My favorite quote today:
"....while we're on the topic of home, try to make one.  See, when I was drinking throughout the years, I only had places I lived.  This was a place where I came to weather the storm of life, to sleep, and to keep my shit.  Since I stopped drinking, I've been able to put work into making my place more than that. It's home now.  It feels very good."