On Autumn

Well I'm I'm thinking of moving out not sure of what to do about it thinking of just waiting still for a while. I'm waiting for something i'm working on right now and right now I'm just waiting for a yes or no answer. I'm tired of waiting I'm going crazy about it. If they say yes I'll be able to move a little better about my life. I'm thinking and actually want to move out of where I live back to were I grew up. I love where I use to live so just, well i just think is a lot better than being here all bored and stuff it gets frustrating when your only entertainment is just games and books and movies. I want to do more then just being home and doing nothing about my life of course is not just nothing, since I help my mom with house work and stuff, but I don't find that much living I want to someday to buy a House maybe and If God let it be get a job and get out of the system of having to keep everything in check just to qualify for government help I don't want it but i need it for  now. anyways I'm grateful with what I got for now, hopefully I'll get a job someday now I cant but someday.
If I get the answer and it says yes I'll save money and move to where I grew up and if is a now I'll go to work even if I have to go crawling and save money to go and move to where i grew up.