on a break from treatment

After our last insemination failed we decided to take a break from treatment. It was the right decision I was loosing my mind with the frustration and certainty as well as from the effects of the hormones. This is a chance to achieve some other things and stop feeling like a failure because my ovaries don't work properly. Now that I am on school holidays I can hopefully regain my sanity. Will probably try again next cycle but am worried about how it will effect me.