OMGosh

Two weeks ago, my husband's cousin tells us she is pregnant.  She was a little upset because she didn't want to be pregnant for at least another year.  She is still processing the news and is coming to terms with her new arrival coming earlier than planned. 
Last week, an acquaintance comes over and tells us she is pregnant.  She already has one child that she has basically left to her aunt to raise and here she is having baby number 2.  BTW baby number one just turned 1 in December. 
Also last week, my mom calls and tells me that my sister is pregnant.  My sister is going through a divorce and is pregnant with from the guy who is causing the divorce.  
 I have an ultrasound tomorrow and they are going to tell me that even though I have not been visited by AF this month, I am not pregnant. I am frustrated and hurt and pissed. 
My best friend had her mirena taken out last week, and if she tells me she is pregnant before I am, I will probably go postal.  I will need to be admitted to a mental health facility for awhile because I am barely handling it now as it is. 
I want to cry but cant fit it into my crazy schedule........ and I don't want others to see me breakdown, cuz I will probably throw things............