OMG COUNTDOWN TIME

I can't believe it is April 1st already, OMG I have exactly 8 days before my surgery and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't about to completely freak out.  I lost a whole nights sleep last night and I am still carrying around cold in my chest - nothing seems to be working to break up the cold in my chest, yet when I cough it comes up in tiny bits and the smell is horrible.  This has got to go.  I am too close to have to call and cancel it.  I feel like God would not let me get this close and then play this awful trick on me.  So I am going to fight the good fight of faith and do everything I can to get rid of this blasted cold.  There is no fever, no body aches, the head congestion is gone but this cold in my chest is gettig on my last nerve.
God this journey thus far has been so long and I'm right here when I think about all the possibilities facing me I become overwhelmed and have to remind myself to just take one day at a time.  I am praying for an uneventful surgery, smooth and uncomplicated Lord.  I have made some good and not so good decisions in my life but my prayer is that other than marrying my husband and having my children this is one of the best ones ever.  My life is truly your hands and other than the initial pain and the life long commitment to healthy eating, vitamin supplements etc., I don't see how I can go wrong when staying where I am is not allowing me to live at full capacity.
please give me the peace of mind I need, keep my mind focused and my patience at bay as I wait out the next 8 days.  Right now my mind is complete race mode - steady me Lord so I can prepare without anxiety. I need your Help Lord,  I love you Lord as I know you love me. 
 
 
 
 

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\"Do not worry about tomorrow for each day has enough worries of it\'s own.\" He will carry you!
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This is so exciting! Its natural to be nervous but its so going to be worth it! So much support from so many people. I hope ur cold gets better ill be praying for you:)