Old Times

I've been thinking of Justin when he was young how much fun we had togather playing catch with the baseball or playing basketball.Rebecca had a friend over a couple days ago Rebecca got out her video of her when she was born as I set there watching it Justin was in it several times he was 14.Just hearing his voice brought me to tears.A joyful time a new life in the world I had no idea I would only have Justin 10 more years.They were wonderful years but I have sadness and I have found out that covers alot of the happy times up.They will be taking Justin's headstone up it needs to be resealed it will take 2 months they hope I feel like their taking my baby away.My outlook on life is so different now things don't bother me as much as they use to. We had some rain today I went to the mall to get started on school clothes Rebecca goes back Aug .20th.I'll be alone again I'll have baby Emily 2 hours a day but it's not until the afternoon.I guess I will survive.To all a good night and a wonderful tomorrow.jfm24,Vicki