Okay, here it goes.....

Yesterday and today have been better than usual and for that I am very grateful.  I have been able to think clearly and get things done.  I don't feel sucked back in to my traumatic past the way I usually feel and I have more energy than I usually do.  Last night I actually made dinner and the guys both liked it.  I was so surprised and pleased.  Didn't know how well my mediocre cooking skills would go over on two picky eaters, especially my son Josh----but he ate it!  Thinking of making fettuchini alfredo tonight.  Although that's pretty fattening so I should probably make something else for myself like a veggie burger.  Anyway, to anyone who reads or reads and comments on this----Thank you!  Will write again later. 
Heidi