okay.....

i am doig alittle better than i was last time i wrote in you! i have a guy who i like who is going to ask me out so i am sorta excited bout that... its just he's one of my best friends ex boyfriend and i am scared that its going to cause tension between me and her! and my other friend megan said that she likes him and that every guy that i've ever liked she's liked before me and i always steal them from her and the only reason they go to me is cuz i put out and she doesnt and all this other stuff so i don't know if i'm going to say yes for that reason and the other reason is i like this other guy alot more.. he's one of my really good guy friends and over spring break me and him kinda hooked up.. then when school got back in he acted like he had no interest in me so i am hurt and feel kinda used bout it. i mean i still really like him but i don't think he likes me and i know that we're not going to go out any time soon so i might as well go out with the other guy.. its just its not right for corey the other guy if i go out with him and all of my feelings aren't for him.. i'm just confused i guess!!! i don't know what i should do and its bugging me!! me and my mom are still not getting along she is bein a bitch to me and my dad! its gettin almost as bad as it did when me and her first started to fight. i really hope it doesn't get that bad... i am taking a friends advise and completly ignoring her when she does stuff to me. it's better that way and it makes me the bigger person. omg! i am so sore today!! i went to the gym yesterday like i have been doing atleast twice aweek now. i hurt so bad!!! but its worth it cuz i really want to get in shape and lose some weight!!! well i think thats all i wanted to talk bout so i will write more later.