ok so lasted one day
ms teri i rocked and rolled for one day. not so good today. need realize i cant change people. just been ten years of dropping kids off with ex and somedays easier than others. he still knows how to break me. i dont really care about self but hes hurting my kids and its breaking me and making me over sensitive about everything. think need step away from my relationship but not sure cause this it what i always do. let him ruin my life cause i cant deal with it. deep breaths it will all be ok. tomorrow i will get up even though was hell today and i will do it all again.
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You are right you canot change ppl but you can change your reaction to those ppl. may I ask how your ex has so much power to hurt you and in what ways? how does he break you? hon i hear you giving him and the current person to much power to control you, what you do, your emotions, they cannot have that power unless you allow it and healing and beig healthy is taking back your power and deciding that you dont want to be a victim but to be a survivor,,,, please think about that, always here should you want to talk, KD