ok so lasted one day

ms teri i rocked and rolled for one day. not so good today. need realize i cant change people. just been ten years of dropping kids off with ex and somedays easier than others. he still knows how to break me. i dont really care about self but hes hurting my kids and its breaking me and making me over sensitive about everything. think need step away from my relationship but not sure cause this it what i always do. let him ruin my life cause i cant deal with it. deep breaths it will all be ok. tomorrow i will get up even though was hell today and i will do it all again.