OK so far

Almost 2 weeks have passed since our argument. We are getting better, relationship hopefully getting strong again. It feels good having the natural ease back with each other that I missed so much. I know it isn't back to full strength yet. but I feel we are heading in the right direction. Occasionally I will be asked why things will be different this time around, and to be honest, I'm not sure why. All I know is I feel as though there has been something in me that has changed, has shifted. I was terrified of losing everything, I stood on the cusp of it. I can't go back to that. I can't let my wife down again. As it is, I don't deserve this chance she has given me. No more screw ups. No more pointless lying about insignificant nothings. No more hiding things. I am resolved now. I have to do this, and do it right.