Ok im not feeling too bad

I'm not feeling too bad, but not too great.. I have this itch on my arm and I keep on itching it, the itching is taking my mind of the cutting, but im still doing harm to myself as im really scratching now.. I really hate being single now its been so long, I just cant find a boy who wants me for me :( its so hard.. I feel so unwanted at this school getting pushed and shoved and called a slut.. I don't want to be here.. I don't want to be anywhere anymore. :(