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Well, this morning I woke up and went to the doctors, and then i came home, and i feel a little anxiety, like i dont know what to do with myself at the moment, although i have many things i can do, i have a hard time just doing them. I'm waiting for my son to get up because sometimes it helps if he is with me and he will do things with me. What an angel my son is, he knows how i feel and he tries to help me thru anything that comes up, i love him to death. He is an awesome kid, i should just count my blessings and be happy, easier said than done you all know!! Ok, well, hopefully i dont have to get full on anxiety today, i'll let you all know later! ok, i hope everyone has a good day!! peaceRhonda
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Thanks for the hug. I hope the rest of your day is going ok. I know how you feel about visiting relatives, I can only take so much. I was going to Vegas in September for a couple of weeks but then my mom decided to fly here to Wisconsin in August for a while. Now I\'m flying back with her on August 27th. She has heart problems, is 83y/o and doesn\'t like to fly alone. I won\'t come back home until Sept. 29 so I\'ll really be a basket case. I think I\'ll just have the rescue squad at the airport to take me directly to the psych ward.LOL Four and a half weeks is too long, but I do it for mom. She lives with my brother and his family so I have a place to stay. I guess I\'ll just do a lot of walking, which I like to do anyway.LOL
I am going on a field trip Wed. with the 1st grade class to the bowling alley and then to the park for lunch and playing. Can\'t wait!!!!!LOL Just more things I do for my grandkids.
You are so lucky to have such a nice son. My kids are good and I\'m glad of that. My oldest one was a terror in jr. high and her freshman yr. of high. I spent so much time sitting by my dad\'s grave and crying and talking to him. My daughter was such a con-artist. I could see right through the crap but she could wrap my husband and mom around her finger and they made me the bad guy. Now she has learned and has kids of her own, but I will always be able to see right through any bull she tries to sling my way. My son had tunnel vision when he was in school. If he could have taken only art and gym class he would have been an honor roll student. He\'s the type that went out with his friends for lunch and forgot that he still had some afternoon classes. Now he lives in Vegas and is so responsible it scares me sometime. My youngest daughter went to college in North Dakota, is a biologist in a hospital in Fargo, married, has a 1y/o and bought a house last year. We never had any trouble with her, always honor roll and so well behaved. When she went away to school in Grand Forks I went into a deep depression. She was my buddy. Friday nights were our nights for chinese or mexican food and shopping or a movie. She is just my long distance buddy now.
My girlfriend has 2 kids out of 5 that don\'t give her any trouble. Three of her girls just run wild. She has custody of her oldest daughter\'s boys. Thank God for that or they would have one hell of a life. My girlfriend is just too easy going and never enforces rules, I don\'t think she\'s ever made rules.LOL Her ex has never been involved in his kids lives and is remarried to someone half his age and has 2 kids with her. We\'re just waiting til he gets bored with this one. He\'s a party guy and his money is his money, but my girlfriend worked and he thought her money was also his, plus it was her job to pay the bills and take care of the kids because it was not his job to babysit. Taking care of your own kids is not babysitting.
Well enough babbling. Hope you have a good trip and have some fun with Eric. Don\'t let your sister get on your nerves, just remember deep breaths.LOL Love, Ramona