Oh, what a night!

Wow, this day has just been utterly amazing. I had the most terrible morning because I didn't get to sleep until like 1am cause mum has visitors and they were up and the noise just filters down to my room like pure flour through a sieve. So I woke up late.
When I got to work Andrew, one of my colleagues and the guy who asked me out as a friend, got hurt when he twisted the wrong way after I'd asked him to load up the printer. So he had to go to hospital and I was quite upset for the rest of the day cause I was worried that I'd lose my job because I felt partly responsible for what happened. After all I was the one who asked him to fill up the printer with paper. 
So after work I stopped around at the hospital to make sure Andrew was alright, and the nurses weren't sure, but I kept him entertained for an hour until they took him in to have a CT scan. He'd had a bowel obstruction not too long ago and the doctors thought it might be that, but no one was really sure. 
When I got home I felt pretty depressed. I've been feeling low a lot lately because my feelings don't feel raw. It was like I was feeling everything secondhand and only getting a glimpse of how my feelings should feel.
Well tonight everything is different because I found out Cameron, this guy from a local petrol station that I had come very close to asking out is now single again. So with some persuasion I went and asked him out. This was our convo, good 'ol Facebook.
Me:Hey uhm... I have a sort of confession to make ^_^; You know how I said I knew your girlfriend Melissa?I honestly don't know her. And the name "Melissa" just popped into my head.
Him:oh ok lol, good guess tho haha
Me:I know. I am so Allison Dubois!That's the chick of Medium
Him:i like medium Me:Me too... obviously
Him:Or... was that another good guess lol
Me:Oh! Yes, total guess... To be honest I was kinda gonna ask you out that night dies.... Damn asterisks
Him:Oh?  well i guess you can now lol
Me:I can, eh? Okay, Cameron, you wanna go out sometime?
Him:Sure, i would.id like that  
So I now have a date on Monday. We're going to the bowling alley even though I am horrendous at bowling. It should make some comedic moments though. I've read through a few dating tips, as this will be my very first date. Oh wow, I hope it all goes okay. He's a really lovely guy. He's tall and lanky. Has very dark brown to black hair. Loves dogs and cats, and just is a really nice guy. I hope everything works out. 
I'm still amazed at my confidence level. I would never in a million years ask a guy out, and yet here I am. My job has been the best thing for me. I really need to show my appreciation to those that hired me cause they really have changed my life. I might send an email around just to let everyone know how thankful I am with the poem I wrote. Ah, 2010 has been a year of so much change for me. 
I'll be posting my poem and after careful consideration will post my New Years resolutions on Sunday so that I can start working towards them. I pray all of your years are working out as well.
Love,Lauren.