Oh my, how things go ker plunk!

I've had a pig out last night on ice cream!!! It always puts me in such a rotten mood the next day. Things haven't seem to gone right and I've felt so lazy and unproductive!  Sure I have to go to work... I need purpose.  Today's reminder came in the form of trusting God and going against the flesh.I played the bible on my cd and it flicked to proverbs. Much helpful truth came from it.Next I recieved a phone call from Bruce, my boss for pro life, a direction I have felt God nudging me toward for the past 12 months. At times not all that subtley but very obviously. Enough that it's beyond coincidence and I can not ignore. Although I know that by eating I have tried. I will not give up despite my seemingly constant failure.I am struggling, but I am not completely unhappy because I know that God is keeping me alive and giving me strength when I know I need it now. God wherever you have called me, whatever doing - I pray nothing get's in the way, that I do not persist in using food or other things to cope but that I go your way.