OH MY GOD IT WORKED!!!

WOW!!! Tinnitus and then the death of my brother (but especially this god damned tinnitus) made me think how much nicer a person i should be because not everybody has it easy... and now... i have met the most increadible woman i have ever met in my life... i cannot believe i had even posted this as a 'goal' here, i had forgotten until now. I am one week into the best relatinship I've had in at least 12 years, goes to show you the power of taking your time and being NICE and not rushing thorugh life like a selfish prick.... :) I wouldn't post this unless we both felt like we had met soulmates, i am taking it slow because i'm nervous on so many levels but wow, being nice to people and not just animals actually pays off, I am so in love it's not even funny, my entire consciousness is undergoing a severe attack of intensity i don't even know how to deal with it to be honest. I can only hope all of you the fortune of meeting someone so incredbly sensitive and honest like i just did. Open your mouths to people in public like you do online, confess your emotions, sins, ideas, hopes.. it will attract (hopefully) the right person.
 
I'm going to set my score at 80% because i don't want to get ahead of myself, hopefully i'll be back to score 100% within a few weeks!