oh joy, sigh

today's been a wash out for me. I have been dizzy, absolutely exhausted all day, had two naps and all I managed to do is vacuum. I've been feeling so tired that I have been in tears most of the day. 
My heartburn is bad today too, which is another annoying thing. A few days ago it was not bothering me at all and now it's back again, driving me crazy. 
My thyroid was low so the meds have been upped a bit last week. I haven't noticed anything though, don't know if I was expecting a surge of wonderful or what, but nothing happened. 
It still feels like I'm not even taking my citalopram, my panic attacks are at an all time high still, my moods are up and down, am weepy a lot and if I'm not weepy I seem to have an over abundance of love for hubby. 
Really enjoying this change of life, just hope both hubby and I will survive it, lol. 
In the meantime, I think i'll just hibernate till it's over with. 

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sobe
sobe

been going through a rough time. I have not been feeling all that great, lots of headaches and not steady on my feet.
I\'ve also been dealing with feelings of loneliness, hubby is busy all the time and works mostly late into the night and then sleeps most of the day. I\'m still dependent on him for rides and am not doing well walking by myself so I am stuck in the house, and by myself.
The heartburn is still very bad, I have not noticed any improvement energy wise with the upped thyroid meds but I\'m trying hard to \'get out of self\' and into some other hobby.
I\'m finding this stretch very difficult to get through.

On a very positive note, our son is coming home for the summer (or a good chunk of it) and has decided he is going to build me some planters for veggies in the back yard. I am beyond excited as this will allow me to putter in the back yard and tend to the veggie planters. I ordered seeds last night! salad mix, collard greens, rapini, brassica, dragon carrots, edamame beans, and red kuri squash. Does all that not sound great!