Oh how things do change!

OMG! I have been gone for so long! Many things have happened to my so few friends. As far as me...I have been back to work since 8/09 and doing well. I do have occasional suicidal thoughts, but i guess you will have that. I took a long walk today and found the old log cabin my father was born in, in 1936. He will go with me next week to see it so that is pretty cool. I hate living alone...Sold the big house and moved into a 2 bedroom apt. which is still to big for me.  Hate being bisexual....Would love to be one or the other....Guess I will just be nothing, no more relationships.  Thought about storing my stuff and just heading out to see the country, but nixed the idea since the economy is so bad and I do have a great job. All is fair game if I ever get laid off. Hope my friends on here start logging in again as the weather gets cold and we are all cuddled up to our keyboard with a blanket and cup of cocoa. I keep hoping to wake up one day and discovering my life has just begun.. Love to you all! Joshuattee

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I am happy to hear that you are well. Seeing that cabin wih your father must have been amazing. I am guilty of not being online very much. I hope to be on more often as Christmas is approaching because it brings out sorted emotions for many of us. Take care and I look forward to catching up with you soon.