Oh goodness. Planes.

So, i get to visit my adoptive mom's family in illinois on wednesday. We're going to Chicago, we get to go to mall of America, Navy Pier, it'll be super fun. :) I was worried because of the fact I have to see my aunt, who is extremely mean to my mom and me. But my mom and I worked out a "game plan" of sorts, because she knew I was anxious about it. If she decides to be mean to me, ill just be a big ditz, and throw her off. Say things like "Well, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!" in a ditzy voice. She cant really say anything to that, can she? So, then that anxiety=GONE and I was getting really excited to go. 
Then today, I realized I have to ride in a plane. I usually avoid travel, especially when we're thousands of feet above the ground. I havent ridden in a plane since the 5th grade. 4 years ago. So, Im really scared about that. I probably just have to get up there in the air to feel at ease, but right now, my anxiety about this is killing me.